The Starry Horse
The horse came out of a wound in the sky
Stitched from extinguished stars
And the breath of things unnamed
It did not bow its head
It regarded me as if I were an apparition
When I touched its neck my fingers passed through frost and fire
And the desert opened like a eye that does not close
Peyote dreams
Green lightning bleeding into veins of night
Mountains rising and falling like sleeping beasts
Every grain of sand whispered a tally of bones it had swallowed
Cigarette smoke drifted beside me
Though there was no hand holding it
It unspooled in thin deliberate spirals
Like a sermon spoken by a mouth without a face
A dive bar in the horizon
Neon buzzed like trapped insects
A jukebox coughing up dusty confessions
Whiskey staining the wood with amber halos
Men bent over their glasses like penitents
Drinking to forget the shapes of their own shadows
The starry horse trodding without leaving prints
Each step erasing a memory
Western winds moving low to the ground
A hush falling behind it
As if secrets were swept away with it
Never to be found out
Desert witches stitching curses into the hems of the night
Their hair waving as if underwater
Counting my breaths as offerings to gods unseen
One witch lifting a bone-white hand
Constellations shuddering
I felt something being taken from me
The softer version of my heart
The sky leaned closer
The moon thinned to a shiver
I followed it the way a moth follows heat
Knowing the cost of light where darkness reins
Thunder rolled somewhere beneath the earth
In tune with the starry horse’s steps
The desert did not forgive
It did not explain
It only witnessed as I rode deeper into its flowering blackness
And still I held to that desperate promise
Love as necessary as rain
As ruthless as drought
Gathering in unseen clouds
Heavy with either salvation
Or ruin.
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