Words of Acadiana

108 beads prayer meditation mantras seated still quiet reflective peace peace within the present peace with my past like the smoke of the incense it burns away leaving a calm a hypnotic smell of peace buddham saranam gacchami i've felt it change the temperature of the air collectively sat in stillness a witness to the power of prayer vibrations of energy love in the air love for the present a gratefulness for the past respectfully i bow my head sometimes 10 minutes evaporate sometimes an hour but my intent is set on peace peace om shanti shanti shanti and i feel changed my third eye open

You love me Heavily and deeply But tear yourself apart As if mine is an unhealthy love and you're binge eating on my heart Our worlds collide Our egos crash But our love is strong As if to say through space and time you'll be with me whether right or wrong Oh this love It's a song And its melody sweet But I long for a deeper love not one stuck on repeat So i center my soul let the peace take hold I'll hold my breath and dive into the deep, dark unknown At first crying from the loss of you like a death for my heart But quickly realizing we were always better apart So i breathe and i chant and i find my strength again To stand on my legs a new life to begin The peace sets in I've given up the antics of old no longer amused by dramatic displays I wish you peace and fulfillment As we go separate ways To have and not to hold so hot yet so cold You lose in the end what you've struggled to keep don't weep Our love

Buddham Saranam Gacchami....reciting these words changes my whole energy. There is a beauty about the ritual of prayer. The things that we do in preparation. The removing yourself from yourself. Clearing your mind. Cleaning your energy. Giving pure light and energy to the Creator. Meditation and offerings. Small donations brought from you to offer the Divine. There is beauty and power in the process. In recognizing your unique journey closer to the center of all being. Sitting in quiet. Sitting with peace. Using beads and statues to focus on what you aspire to become more like. Better. Kinder. Compassionate. Patient. Calm. Quiet.  Connecting by spirit with the people surrounding you. All here for the same reason. To come closer. To go beyond. With hands folded and thumbs interlocked. The energy takes over. It can change the temperature of the air. It's electric. Many feelings bring about a flood of goodness in us, but none greater than peace. Absolute quiet. And when the vibrations

Breathe in breathe out aware conscious my mind settles my third eye no longer blind seeing the world in a new way feeling at home in this calm serenity quiet nothing stirs my brain on pause my focus is divinity not so much a feeling, but knowledge a higher being i feel lifted from the ground searched years for this feeling i wasnt' accepted until i accepted i don't have to be anything i'm not i don't have to change who i am i am a rebel a buddha one i feel filled with Light forget it never to sing forever i sing for us for peace for better for love i sing for joy i sing because i am able and in this simple moment i am reborn

I pray to God Spirited love awakens us may her soul wash over me cleanse hate erase all pain dirty hands gone light from eyes purify my blood feet stand strong i pray to God wash over me wash over us be with us all forever today

not easy to solve many perspectives solid on quicksand waiting on answers drawn to conclusions it storms in the desert mirages in a rain forest prevailing is an option failing is never a solution it's life as we know it we don't know it that well with effort all can be known

I gave too much giving fumes and such that's my fault wanted to block an assault i went to battle wounded with a rattle i led the way hoping my friends would stay some understand i had to march with the band I've made this epic Now in need of  an antiseptic i fell for love that was hate so i could open this gate you see me struggle for us i can destroy this puss instead of a bandage i go for the root and wage a war on my infection of fear i hope you will stay near if you know me my strength you'll see

i used to think if i could melt your heart we'd never be apart but like fire desire your Messiah i appear near to hold you in the depths steps in the right direction to remove you from my side reside in peace relief i sat in meditation broke your spell under which i fell your words lured me in like a fish in the net no regret i tasted your flesh i fell hell was easier than you had to undo what we did hid beneath a guise despised who i was until i found my center no repenter i accept what i've been through you moved me like a mountain a fountain of tears i shed led me into the footsteps of peace i bow how i've come so far so fast i hope this lasts this feeling of meaning upon my knees i kneel heal my soul made whole

i am the earth under your feet can't repeat can't tread where we've been can't unsee the seen you were the gasoline i was the match to catch aflame my heart still burning yearning for your touch such fire higher than i'd ever flown before like a whore on the floor begging you to wrap your arms around me see what i can be what i can give live with my flaws your claws leave their mark spark in the dark a bed of flames shames buried in the dirt your shirt removed slowly unholy my actions your reactions sticky hot mess undress flesh against flesh no rest we consumed each other with a desire hotter than fire but those pages burn it's my turn to use my passion to turn my gas on high to fly above this desire of the flesh not like the rest i can take the vow how i remember your taste a waste my time crime shamed engulfed in flame fire higher but i rise your cries from eyes that fake tears years from now ho

tears fall to the beat bowed at your feet your green face smiles beguiles me free above the ground no sound just silence through my mind kind thoughts words deeds no greed just simply bowed in your awe things changing deep within if i could wrap my arms around you i would i could hang on to this feeling forever

two of us filled with desire a fire dangerous you were everything i'd need fire met gasoline never meant to be so mean but you consumed me i could barely breathe fire and gasoline struck the match we catched fire higher flames engulfed us combust i'm willing tonight to risk it all when the fire dies darkened skies the smoke remains in my throat about to choke my love for you is killing me thrilling me torture and pleasure trash and treasure strike the match and burn with me tonight