Fingernails Full of Desert Dust
I died in the desert today
I buried myself with my own hands
No fancy coffin
Not even a pine box
Just an open pit dug by hand
Fingernails full of desert dust
In a month all that will remain are my remains
I’m buried in a shallow grave
The rain may expose my bones
To bleach out in the sun
To rot
To return to the land that birthed me
Silenced but not forgotten
I’ll carry him with me still
This older version that no longer served me
No longer a part of my journey
I watched as the beauty of his youthful face slipped away
Now I am reborn
I can recognize my new potential
Not having to obtain perfection
Or youth or beauty any longer
I can March on with my wrinkles and my weight and my graying, thinning hair
Aware
This funeral is inside of me
And it’s not for anyone else to understand
All that remains
Are remains
Excavated memories of what once was
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