Of Reptiles I Dream (by James Leland Ludeau III from Lafayette,LA)

With icy cold steel you cut out my heart

With the warmth of a kiss you blew me apart

You tore down my wall & eroded my guise

You fucked with my head & sold me your lies

Like a moth drawn to flames

I'm sure to burn up

But like a star blowing up

I'll light the night up

Chased your love knowing it was not to be had

Tried to be good but knowing I'm bad

You're a beautiful killer with your dark as night eyes

Set fire to my lips & took to the skies

Sex in the dark

Lighting my spark

Dripping like honey from my mouth

I knew the danger all along

Knew I'd be singing a fucked up song

I couldn't resist you

I had to give in

Now you're shooting me down

My beautiful friend

Your reptilian nature

Drew you to my warmth

You stole my light

Diminished me

Almost finished me

But I'm back & fighting

Bleeding & bruised

Feeling like a fiend

Wanting to be used

This cross of your love I'm rawly nailed to

Chewing my flesh off to be free from you

It's dark & it's twisted

It's full of disparity

I'd give you all of me

For a moment of clarity

But you suck on my lips & bite til I bleed

Not sure what's more fucked up your want or my need

Torturous love

A sordid affair

Too gone to feel

Too lost to care

So nail up my coffin

Seal the deal

My love for you makes me weak

But it's for real

And once I'm dead will you still hold me near?

Will you kiss on my neck ?

will you still keep me near?

Cuz you're a beautiful killer

& you've fucked me to death

& once the love's gone

My corpse will be left